While I'd really like to get actual work into the game, you have to remember I decided to stay after I was denied doing work on the portraits.
I did try to stick around and help.
I thought we were making awesome progress for the good of getting this game done. I guess you haven't felt the same way.
I feel like I have helped, but I don't feel like the process was a pleasant one.
Nobody's being paid here, so this is supposed to be done mostly for pleasure (I speak not only for me here).
Now, whenever I've had to criticize someone else's work I eventually end up getting this defensive "I know my stuff; I was fine before you showed up; everyone likes what I did but you; stop annoying me" vibe.
It's understandable that they don't like me getting my nose in their work. It's -their- work after all, but I can't be expected to be eager to get into that kind of exchange either.
Not quite sure why you say you weren't "given the power" of an Art Director. I personally have asked that you review everything before it is called final because I trust your artistic sensibilities and attention to detail.
You have often said that you care about my opinion, but when the time came, after something got more than 3 or so revisions, you'd often jump in and call it done when I still thought it needed work.
Also, as I've said before, there's stuff that I feel isn't up to par. Stuff that I wouldn't put out the door, but has most probably been called final and it's been made to be felt unheard of to suggest for them to be revised, and I know for fact I'd be hated if I suddenly had the power to say that they have to be revised.
You have no idea how much I'm NOT in for being the boss everyone hates.
Your post if I'm translating it correctly sounds like "screw you guys, I'm taking my toys and going home."
Now that was uncalled for.
My post translated to "guys, this isn't quite doing it for me, so I'm stepping aside", but if you have the urge to paint me as a childish idiot, go for it.
BTW, following the analogy, I feel like I'd have no toys to walk home with, having never been given the chance to have any toys of my own, only ocasionally being allowed to tell the other kids what to do with theirs.
I wonder why you thought it was a good idea to send edits to Arq directly instead of posting them on here? That is kind of the definition of direct access and without outside influence at all.
I didn't get the whole "outside influence" thing.
I made direct contact with every single person on the team at some point, you included.
I just kept in touch with arq because I felt he was pretty much the only one who consistently received criticism in good spirit and was vocally appreciative of my input.
He was the only one that made it feel like I was actually helping him and didn't make it feel like I was just making them look away from their praise.
Besides arq, most others listened for a while to some degree, but it wasn't long before they started to sound annoyed and eventually stopped replying altogether.
My apologies if I'm misjudging anyone. No hard feelings towards any of you, and I'm still open to give feedback to whoever wants it.
Again, I haven't made a decision to leave.
I'm not one to slam the door behind me, and very much rather be able to come around whenever I feel like it.
I've just kinda neutered the urge to try to influence things that don't seem to want to be influenced.
Sorry to everyone for the book-long post. :/