Darth Sadistic
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2005 the Champions League (the only league)! :wink:The Immortal King said:
Life problems
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The Immortal King
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:lol: aw rite mate, i'll give you that one, just stop dissin rangers ok? :wink:Darth Sadistic said:
Darth Sadistic
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Who? :wink:The Immortal King said:
The Immortal King
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:roll: :lol:
TEAR OF THE DRAGON
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That year when they won over milan it was GREAT!I'm not the biggest fan of liverpool but i still like the over AC milan,i'm a juventus guy
The Immortal King
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you should check out glasgow rangers, their the best :wink:TEAR OF THE DRAGON said:
Darth Sadistic
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I seem to remember you getting knocked out of the quarter finals by my Kings of the Kop! :wink:TEAR OF THE DRAGON said:
ChiefThunder
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I'll be as brief as I can here.
Very basically, life is what you make it. For better or for worse life is what you are willing to do or not willing to do with it. To me the most important things in life are as follows;
Your health.
If you don't have that you don't have a leg to stand on. No matter what your intentions in life are. Life is cruel, plain and simple. And it is much harder on those who have no way to change their circumstances.
Your family. For the most part your family is extemely important. I need not explain this.
Your Independance.
Imagine not being able to do the simple things in life that so many of us take for granted? We all bitch and complain at one time or other 'I got no life' 'i dont have a job' 'i dont have a girlfriend' 'my computer dont work properly' 'damnit i have to wait a hole nother year to play the next mk game' 'i hate how my mates have a car and i dont' and the list is almost infinite. Get a grip, people. Life is never meant to be a walk in the park and I guarantee al of you at trmk that somewhere in the world there is aother human being that is far far worse off then you. That is unless you're terminaly ill, that is.
Your dignity. This comes under the last heading to a degree. When you have lost all your dignity that is a terrible thing.
Last August I lost my Dad to leukemia, double neumonia and other health issues. He fought cancer for 16 years and died at the age of 79. If he had no health complaints, I am almost certain he would've made at least 85 or more. He was before his illnesses a most fit person and very very active. But like all termianl sicknesses, it took it's toll. My Mom and myself watched helplessly as my Dad slowly decayed into almost nothingness. He lost his health, his independance and finally his dignity. Then 3 months ago I lost my grandmother to a stroke. So you see life does suck some of the time.
So when I here or read about someone bitch about not being able to do something trivial like go and buy a new game, it shits me off bigtime.
As for my problems, meh. I am just glad to have my mom and my life even though it's less then exciting
Very basically, life is what you make it. For better or for worse life is what you are willing to do or not willing to do with it. To me the most important things in life are as follows;
Your health.
If you don't have that you don't have a leg to stand on. No matter what your intentions in life are. Life is cruel, plain and simple. And it is much harder on those who have no way to change their circumstances.
Your family. For the most part your family is extemely important. I need not explain this.
Your Independance.
Imagine not being able to do the simple things in life that so many of us take for granted? We all bitch and complain at one time or other 'I got no life' 'i dont have a job' 'i dont have a girlfriend' 'my computer dont work properly' 'damnit i have to wait a hole nother year to play the next mk game' 'i hate how my mates have a car and i dont' and the list is almost infinite. Get a grip, people. Life is never meant to be a walk in the park and I guarantee al of you at trmk that somewhere in the world there is aother human being that is far far worse off then you. That is unless you're terminaly ill, that is.
Your dignity. This comes under the last heading to a degree. When you have lost all your dignity that is a terrible thing.
Last August I lost my Dad to leukemia, double neumonia and other health issues. He fought cancer for 16 years and died at the age of 79. If he had no health complaints, I am almost certain he would've made at least 85 or more. He was before his illnesses a most fit person and very very active. But like all termianl sicknesses, it took it's toll. My Mom and myself watched helplessly as my Dad slowly decayed into almost nothingness. He lost his health, his independance and finally his dignity. Then 3 months ago I lost my grandmother to a stroke. So you see life does suck some of the time.
So when I here or read about someone bitch about not being able to do something trivial like go and buy a new game, it shits me off bigtime.
As for my problems, meh. I am just glad to have my mom and my life even though it's less then exciting
TEAR OF THE DRAGON
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That was beautifull i'm sorry for you're father and grandmother.
ChiefThunder
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TEAR OF THE DRAGON said:
Thanks, but this is your thread and I just had to bring to light a few issues, dude. Nobody's perfect, least of all me. I have many many faults, but that is what makes me me. I need my faults no matter what they are. And I do realise that everyone has problems of varying magnitude.
But you, I can't even begin to imagine what you're going through and what you have been through. You are one extremely brave and inspiring person. I don't wish to harp on this because it may upset you even more. But if I were in your shoes, I would be a total f'ucking mess.
You have earnt my respect and friendship always, dude. And I don't even know you. Yet I have so-called friends that I have known for 10 years or more and they are nothing better than shit. You keep truckin and you will pull through.
God speed to you 8)
Vigilante_FireDragon
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Great story Chief! I'm sorry for their lost. Let's just pray that they will find happiness upon the afterlife.
X_Lestath
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I am 19 years old, and have Asbergers syndrome, those who know this syndrome knows it’s incurable and makes me a social retard.
This means I lack certain basic human functions, I can’t tell if people are being sarcastic or nice, happy or sad, without directly asking them. This made all the other kids in school pick on me, and I lived with this until the 3 grade, when I changed school.
At this school there where bullies, not like the other ones I hade faced on the other school. These guys actually physically harmed the people they picked on.
And of course they found me and I got into my first real fight, this where the time of my life I realised I was bigger and stronger then the other kids on my age and that I could fight back. But being a social retard as I am I started fighting to much and became the biggest bully on the school.
As you can imagine this did dent exactly earn me any friends, but it did attracted the kind of people that told me they where my friends and wanted me to beat up other kids for them.
But of course I grew to the point I realised how much of an idiot I really was, so I stopped fighting completely, and all the people that cold themselves my friends, left, and I where alone.
Having this syndrome means I don’t have the ability to like or dislike anything, I either hate it, or I’m fanatically obsessed with it.
This is when I got a super Nintendo from my mom and guess what game, Mortal Kombat 3, I couldn’t stop playing it and it became the greatest thing in my life at that time.
But when I became a teenager I fell into a grate depression, I just did dent know how to make friends and people only talked to me to be polite. My father was mentally abusive and spent all day drinking, and telling his kids what looser they where, this got to my brother and did dent exactly help my feeling of self worth either.
After a while I fell into a depression so deep I took allot of pills to try and kill my self, but thankfully I chickend out and called the hospital and they saved my life. This of course got me sent to a shrink, and they finally found out about my syndrome, this helped me allot because then I knew why I did allot of the tings I did.
This new found knowledge got me my first friend because I had finally learned how to talk to another human being, in a none insulting or threading way. This friend is still my best friend to this day and I owe him my life, you se unlike me he wasn’t a social retard and had friends and a girl friend, while I on the other hand had no one except him to talk to and I still felt really lonely until it got to much, and as the idiot I where I tried to kill myself again, this time by cutting over my wrists. But my friend found me and got me an ambulance, if he had dent I would not be writing this now.
More time went and I met a new friend that were an brilliant artist and he inspired me to start drawing, this is now my greatest pleasure in life, and I deal with shit by drawing about it.
Now I got tree friends and for the first time I can imagine a future, and I have goals.
Sorry to bore you guys with my life story but I had to get it of my chest when I saw the chance true this thread.
This means I lack certain basic human functions, I can’t tell if people are being sarcastic or nice, happy or sad, without directly asking them. This made all the other kids in school pick on me, and I lived with this until the 3 grade, when I changed school.
At this school there where bullies, not like the other ones I hade faced on the other school. These guys actually physically harmed the people they picked on.
And of course they found me and I got into my first real fight, this where the time of my life I realised I was bigger and stronger then the other kids on my age and that I could fight back. But being a social retard as I am I started fighting to much and became the biggest bully on the school.
As you can imagine this did dent exactly earn me any friends, but it did attracted the kind of people that told me they where my friends and wanted me to beat up other kids for them.
But of course I grew to the point I realised how much of an idiot I really was, so I stopped fighting completely, and all the people that cold themselves my friends, left, and I where alone.
Having this syndrome means I don’t have the ability to like or dislike anything, I either hate it, or I’m fanatically obsessed with it.
This is when I got a super Nintendo from my mom and guess what game, Mortal Kombat 3, I couldn’t stop playing it and it became the greatest thing in my life at that time.
But when I became a teenager I fell into a grate depression, I just did dent know how to make friends and people only talked to me to be polite. My father was mentally abusive and spent all day drinking, and telling his kids what looser they where, this got to my brother and did dent exactly help my feeling of self worth either.
After a while I fell into a depression so deep I took allot of pills to try and kill my self, but thankfully I chickend out and called the hospital and they saved my life. This of course got me sent to a shrink, and they finally found out about my syndrome, this helped me allot because then I knew why I did allot of the tings I did.
This new found knowledge got me my first friend because I had finally learned how to talk to another human being, in a none insulting or threading way. This friend is still my best friend to this day and I owe him my life, you se unlike me he wasn’t a social retard and had friends and a girl friend, while I on the other hand had no one except him to talk to and I still felt really lonely until it got to much, and as the idiot I where I tried to kill myself again, this time by cutting over my wrists. But my friend found me and got me an ambulance, if he had dent I would not be writing this now.
More time went and I met a new friend that were an brilliant artist and he inspired me to start drawing, this is now my greatest pleasure in life, and I deal with shit by drawing about it.
Now I got tree friends and for the first time I can imagine a future, and I have goals.
Sorry to bore you guys with my life story but I had to get it of my chest when I saw the chance true this thread.
TEAR OF THE DRAGON
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Bore us?its the best one i have ever herd...Actully i tried to kill myself once..I didnt want it to be fast like pills i wanted it to be painfull death,cause i wanted to die while i'm thinking about the pain i was under and not the problem that i had...The way was when i tried to stab myself to death,i still have marks on my chest of the 6 stabs..My brother entred the room just before i tried to stab myself in the throat and he stopped me,called dad from work and we went to the hospital..The reason i did this is because i was cursed to see all of my friends with their mother for the past 12 years i know that its stupid,and kids in my shoes would be afraid if their father marries someone else but i want him to find me a mother but he dont want to,i talked about it with him he said that he cant marry someone he can not love and he only love mom,i understood him..But than it was really unsupportable to see..Only hearing remarks like:''you like that mofin?my mom made them"or:"my mom is getting me an xbox 360 for my birthday"I know that its really stupid to die over this but i feel damned to hear and see all of this...But i never tried to cut my wrists...
diddyman
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The 7th Number said:
I've died once ( asthma attack stopped my heart for 47seconds)
I've had a brother shot dead for almost no reason, 4 other family members also died the following year. I survived september 11 ( I was going to the tenth floor to visit my aunt who also survived just to died after its annerversary) I've been depressed all my life. But dammit I've only complained about this stuff once.... TODAY! Try to stop thinking about what makes life painful, and think about how you can make your last days beautiful. Trust me. No matter what anyone else tells you, however and whoever they may be, there is no heaven, there really isn't, at least not like you would think of it. The last thing you see isn't a bright light it's not darkness, but nothingness, just emptiness. When they brought me back, and my mom had asked me what i seen, I said there was nothing to see. No matter where you go, there will always be a hell, but that all depends on what the word and definition means to you. Like i said, be glad your alive even if there's nothing to be glad about. :!:
Vigilante_FireDragon
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Wow! Looks like you have near-death and actual death experiences. You must be a incarnation of a mythical phoenix. And sorry about your folks.
diddyman
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Vigilante_FireDragon said:
Thanks, and I don't know about the phoenix thing, but i've been through hell for a while now, and i'am still kicking dirt in hell's face, and i F**KED hells' girlfriend, and she's called paris hilton. :lol: Just joking.... not about paris hilton though she is hell.
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diddyman said:
For the phoenix thing, once it dies, it burns to ashes and all of sudden, it comes back to life, younger, stronger and more beautiful than ever. As for Paris, she can kiss my ass.