THE JOHNNY ROOK

"I cross my heart, hope to die but the needle is already in my eye and all the worlds ****ing weight is on my back and I don't give a ****"

I mean, I like to draw, but I'm afraid if I go to school for that, I'd get sick of drawing. It's more of a hobby then a career for me. I like music but our era of music sucks dick. I'm stuck in the 90's. That's both good and bad I guess. I like movies but not sure if I'd be into working with that shit like my friends want to.

I just don't know dude. It seems like you have everything figured out.

Well that's the thing. I don't know what I want to do with my life so I don't know what to work forward to.

Yeah, I was supposed to be done last year but the principle hated me so much he took off a shit ton of credits so I didn't graduate. I don't care if no one believes that or not but that's the truth. The **** sucker jipped me out of 3 grand too.

But now I go to a school that I can show up whenever I want and get some work done. I used to work at it everyday but since you know what happened I haven't worked on it. Nothing to work towards.

I saw Manson on the Guns, God and Government tour so that was close enough. It'd be sweet to see him on the MA tour. But oh well.

But that's cool dude. At least you got goals. Unlike me. I still don't know what I want to do with this life I have. I really don't. I got to get out of high school first but that shit is just dragging me down. I have no motivation to complete anything and that stops me from getting anything done.

I can live without seeing Rammstein. I am still debating if I want to see MM. When I saw him in 08 when Twiggy came back that show was ****ing amazing. One of the best shows I've ever been to but when I saw him again in 09 at Mayhem Fest he was ****ing awful. Sounded like shit.

I wasn't too impressed with Jane's Addiction on the NINJA tour so I'll pass on that one. Which I think I already did lol.

Business management?

Hey brotha, we don't chat much but how are you?

What concerts and what are you going to school for?

It's on the NIN.com merch store. It got here quick as ****. I ordered it Sunday night.

They have a Now I'm Nothing hoodie on there. I'm going to order that one next. They also have a Broken shirt on there too.

Got this lovely shirt in the mail today.
http://i357.photobucket.com/albums/oo14/nemesiswontdie2/IMG_20120321_190637.jpg

really?

well, did you make sure the second

yeah, you just copy paste everything after the = sign into this:

you found out how to post more than one video on here right?
just making sure if you got that message a while back I sent you

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qlUZL7rHH5k&feature=related
God I love PHM. I seriously think it's one of the best albums ever. Not just for the fact that I grew up with it and right now I can completely relate to the majority of the songs. But because it's raw. I don't know how to describe it. Like he actually put time and effort into the songs (I read an interview that my second favorite song was the hardest to write. That's What I Get)

I loved the look of things in the PHM days. Small venues, Rope and tape all over the stage, dreads, leather jacket, crowd interactions, the hate and anger behind the music. It just feels good to listen to it. I watched the full show the other night while I was drunk and I couldn't stop smiling. It was amazing. The songs are just completely different when played live. Like they sound the same but they don't.

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My 3 favorite shirts <3. God I love that you get what you deserve HATE 1990 shirt. I remember seeing it on eBay a few years back and it went up to $110. I got it for $40.

thought green jelly had more of a connection to tool somehow. I know the animated stuff had a connection but I thought it was more of an LA scene as well when they started out. oh well. I've always thought of Rotten as just out there and not very relevant, but what you mentioned makes me say otherwise.

and I'd best log off now, bye

wait, that band you posted last, they are signed to rotten records?
are they even still around? I know a band I like that was signed to them, Acid Bath was their name

dont know why waldo is always smiling so much. no matter how hard you break him the bastard is still there smiling back at you. he knows you in a way and knows how to **** with you. and thanks for the video too but I'm not a finder. I'll stumble apon waldo and analize him.

its the funniest thing. africans with deformities is something worth watching.(the skin bubbles were my personal favorite) And a song I've never heard before that I'm taking an interest into. great. how did you even know that it would be something I might have liked. crazy huh?

man i was gone yesterday, I got a buddy who's getting all this court shit in the mail. shits piling on him. He's loosing it all. We are young too.This shouldnt even be happening. years of truency catches up as well as the few times he just couldnt stay indoors while acting a fool. Im more privilidged on the other hand, yet I'm the one lacking the few screws in my head and thats whats keeping me back. He invites me over to drink all the time. I never decline. I feel bad for him. I just ******** around and wait for things to get better.

I dont know man just a quick overview. Its not important but your hear right now so you'll do

I'm going to buy a suit. I'd look so ****ing sexy in a suit. Wouldn't you agree?