Hey Goddess, heard you were going through tough time, so sorry for that :(, hope you able to manage, always keep heart. Hope you are well otherwise.
This is this game I was talking about earlier, it is an online social RTS game though, not sure how much you would like it, but I guess it's worth a try.:)
https://www.kabam.com/games/the-hobbit-armies
Also I was wondering, were you able to watch The Hobbit movie by any chance ? What do you think of it? Legolas is going to be featured a bit in the second movie :)
Take care Godess.