Ok... wow this is hard.
So, it's become increasingly clear to me that I am out of touch with the realities in this forum. I've typed embarrassing things in chat, not knowing the memes. I'm way behind with regard to MK because I don't have MK9. Etc.
Most importantly, I basically have been taken on a rollercoaster ride of emotion by taking what the ladies on this site say way too seriously. I can only conclude from this that I must be in love with all of them. I'm not sure how that happened, but it is clear that the fact that I'm relatively unhappy in my own marriage right now must have been a factor. This cannot be allowed. I should be fighting for my marriage right now, and so I shall. I will leave this place immediately. Good luck to you all and may love find everyone on here. Especially the ladies.