My eating habits are not the best...at all <.<.....but the past few days, I have noticed a change in my health.
I am big on drinking pop and eating chocolate. I don't even know how the hell I am not 300 pounds. Anyway, when it comes to drinking pop and eating chocolate, I don't mean that I drink more than 1 can or small bottle of pop a day or 7 chocolate bars a day, but, I have each about once a day (I get 'chocolate fits' where I have a taste for one a day, and then I go a while without even thinking of eating any).
The past few days, I have noticed that I feel pretty tired and lazy, somewhat exhausted, breathing seems to take a little more effort than it should, and my throat has felt like it was closing up. Obviously, this isn't to the point where I am dead, but it's obviously something I don't want to have.
Today, for example, I felt perfectly fine all day. My husband brought home some Quizno's. He got me a combo, which includes the sandwich, a cookie and a pop. The sandwich was fine, but, when I got to the pop and cookie, I got the throat closing shit and my breathing seemed to slow down. My heart isn't racing or anything, it just feels kinda slow as well.
Allergies, maybe?
I dunno....for me, it is always hard to tell because I have anxiety disorder, so I really should be staying away from sugary stuff. I also had a few moments at work the other day where everything started to go black and I had to kneel over for a few seconds till it passed.
Weird....I haven't been to a doctor in about 10 years because, when you have anxiety disorder, they fcking blame EVERYTHING on it without even testing you, but you have to tell each doctor you have it because they need to know this information if they want to give you medication because it might not be good for you to take certain kinds of medicine that might cause some sort of reaction, so I got fed up with going and never went again.
I have also been working extra hours at work (one hour a day the last few weeks) because we are short staffed and busy. Some people are telling me that might be the problem and that I am burnt out.
Anyway, anyone have an idea of what it might be? It passes after a while, but, damn, don't really want to have this shit.